A New Found Glory - "Certain" lyrics

my life is an open book of changes and this just occured to me i dream of all these different places that i would rather be who is certain with himself i know that all i want is to be a man it's hard for me to feel this anymore my battles aren't won (2x) until i'm certain with myself where have the feelings gone i need to stop myself from hiding i know these worries of mine how do i change myself they won't change like the world i'm in i've been down for far too long