A Static Lullaby - "Love To Hate, Hate To Me" lyrics

Read the tale of my desire Never walked away Never exhale A book of hate 1000 volts I never walked away For every smile you gave me Never exhale Whisper I care I'll bring before the sight of true unhappiness As your eyes close Then gracious enough to let you go Remember me for the times I ruined you Not I made you smile Take this blade to my wrist Help me end what makes you ugly Swimming in the pools of my mind You come to me at night Leave me black and save yourself Never walked away A book of hate I never walked away Never exhale Never exhale 1000 volts For every smile you gave me The story prolongs With each word my stomach starts to turn I have swallowed nails So I can never say your name Now words are heard through my eyes Take this blade to my wrist Help me end what makes you ugly Swimming in the pools of my mind Leave me black and save yourself Can you see the fire that burns from my heart You come to me at night This song is for you So perfect It's my fault I can't sleep cause you're on my mind I have made an attempt to have you Light up this cigarette Tonight I will sleep with the gun in my mouth Goodbye my love