Blue October (UK) - "Schizophrenia" lyrics

A silver plated numbing gum
And jesus resting on my thumb
I've got the mood that seems to scare ya.
Believe me lord I'm sorry
A hard to reach malaria

I'm paranoid, self destroyed.
I've got the nightmare called...
I've got the mood that seems to bury ya.
(Chorus)
Schizophrenia
The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
Becomes my home.
The fever becomes my home.

I love it when you're holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven't felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
Of how I was mistreated again.
I bet you're waiting for the long sob story
I was strong but desperatley brave,
Schizophrenia.
No, I wasn't built that way.
And I didn't mean to scare ya...
(Repeat Chorus)
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