Caedmon's Call - "Close Of Autumn" lyrics

When I'm cold and alone all I want is my freedom Just to let this water cover me, cover me And a sudden gust of gravity I stop wailing and kicking Only if I rest my arms, rest my mind With my fighting so vain, with my vanity so fought You'll overcome me and swell up around me I'm rolling over 'Cause in just the same way Swollen with cold up over the ground That the stream becomes swollen Your love, your love abounds When my heart draws close to the close of autumn All the time I'm thinking To breathe in deep Wondering how would it be (Just might get what I ask for) I guess I need to be careful when I ask for a drink And I know just what You'd say to me That's why I don't ask You Crying my toy's gone. . . What would I ask You' I'm like a bullheaded boy these days You're shiny and new Guess I'll drop my anger here Before I float away And the chains around me I don't leave You much to say An awful lot of talking You didn't ever leave me And my greatest fear A long time back my feet Was You'd leave me here Could touch the bottom