Caedmon's Call - "Not The Land" lyrics

So many miles behind Still I drive with the pedal down I was off the map hours back It's beneath the seat, I think It's with two pennies and a match But in the time that it would take to fish it out And something else, I can't remember I'll be another mile gone In light of all the things I've passed And I feel so wrong Trying to feel right You'd think that I'd have learned This is not the land was promised me I'm so wound up, Lord, I can't even breathe Even as far as my eyes can see And I don't want words I just want some peace Some peace, some peace It seems I've misplaced my faith 'Cause it's 11:12, nothing's changed Well, nothing except the channel I'm afraid And the number there No, it's the same Oh, this must be the savior of the month And what I must have Where's the night gone' You've gotta get me up 'Cause I'm so tired and out of shape But I can't get up today 'Cause it's been so long Since I've felt right You'd think that I'd have learned All the rote, rehearsal, proof Break me, break me, break me This is not the land was promised me Gotta get out of bed, get something to read And I gotta feed my brother, not my eyes If not, then I'll be all I despise