F2b - "Enslaved" lyrics

I don't know what to do today
Had to pick myself up again
I get so high but then it ends
To live the day when I'm not fine, as I'm just feeling pain
I'm finding ways so I survive
Another day where it's not fair
I miss the times when I had pride
That I should be pushed behind each of these so called friends
Fill me, everything is great
Love too, thats not what you think
Won't let myself out of this mess
Hate me, what the hell is wrong
None nothing to deserve this x2
Don't want depression to be dead
No longer will feel anything
I won't let freaks get in my way
Forget everything I was its time to start off fresh
Self bitching people that are fake
Fill me, everything is great
The times I spent when not awake
Made me feel like I was trapped but wake and nothings helped
Love too, thats not what you think