Failure - "Blank" lyrics

no conviction in your numb mind
a hidden cell of chemicals
never turn on the camera
keep your soul on my projection

i kinda like the blank way
because
i fill up my life
i don't care for nothing
that gets me too high
i want some dampend spirits
and black and bitter spoons
i'm not looking for affection
i'm living on the moon
it's buried low beneath the guilt

no convicion in your voice box
it all seems real as you whisper

she lies warm and the smell is you
i kinda like the blank way
but she knows
you fill up my mind
that gets me too high
and black and bitter spoons