J. Englishman - "Fade" lyrics

Oooooo yeah Was I more than you bargained for Was I too much to take Did I push it all much to far Walkin' under ladders Did I waste all the rage Steppin' on sidewalk cracks Runnin' down dark alleys Trippin' over black cats Was I not to your taste Was I less than you needed Could I not stop the bleeding Do you remember the days I was all that you wanted I was everything you craved And now you complain But it still plays the same That you don't like the taste Well I can recast the scene Cause I'm too strong to love And I'm too weak to change Cause I'm running this race I can't win Well I, I gotta get out of this place that I'm in I will drag you down with me again I can drag you down with me again But I'll make you forgive me and then Let me drag you down with me again Never take the blame Dirty and ashamed I'm so empty and ugly But I'll never say I'm sorry And push you away I will teach you to hate me To just let me fade And in the end you'll be happy