J. Englishman - "Staring At The Sun" lyrics

I'll follow to the ending Of your spiritual emending Play the martyr - take the hammer to the heart And when we can't find the answers And keep on smiling when the whole thing falls apart We'll just say it never mattered And I want to be the one Who is left here staring Staring at the sun (2x) So you can go your way dear If you want just leave me lay here And I'm not concerned with winning Cause I'm too tired to argue anymore Like I was in the begining All this pettyness has numbed me to the core And I want to be the one Who is left here staring Staring at the sun (2x) Let the blind lead the blind I want to be left behind I want to burn out these eyes So let your fires unwind - I won't see And I want to be the one Who is left here staring Staring at the... (2x) I want to go blind (at the sun) But I can't close my eyes (at the sun) Well I just want to go blind (at the sun) But I can't close my eyes (at the sun)