Waking Judea - "Error In Pretex" lyrics

And in spite of helping myself; I ruined my life and others. These intestines of mine moan when you walk out that door. I should have devoured you. I loved every moment with you. Every fucking word that whimpered out of your mouth. You didn't see the torment, because of the abuse. I should have devoured you that night. I tried to help you, I tried to fight. Everything i did you burned with your thoughts.